Killer instinct coming out from within.
Sick of the game of pretend;
“hide and never seek” with my emotions.
Constant holding in what desperately wants to get out.
untouch me
A split image of my soul depicts the life of turmoil and confusion I hide from.
Losing myself from the reality of the ground I walk upon:
a ground sprouting fear and elevating anxiety with every tip toe I dare bare.
Now, all I see is blindness.
Now, all I feel is that free fall from my comfort zone.
Picture of my Soul
I am a gaping hole in space,
looking for a purpose.
Empty…
I grieve
Ripped open like a letter
with no words to express.
Empty…
I grieve
Deceived by my own facade
and blind to my own reality
Empty…
I grieve
5 Card Confusion
A brew of boiling discomfort corrodes the insides of my soul.
Desired hatred is calmed somehow by a tight-ass mediator.
I am the victim of a despise cycle gone wrong.
Truly Happy
A bit of heaven rains its glorious perfume upon my shoulders every time I’m graced with the thought of you.
The perfection I have longed to cling to is met when I lose myself in your soul-searching eyes.
I shiver with quiet passion at every sound seeping from your exotic lips.
Turn not from me, my all, for life is about happiness and with only you am I truly happy.
-here-
Met by a longing one can’t describe.
Holding out feelings that can’t be denied.
My sole purpose in life is to one day meet her in that Once Upon a Time.
To have and to keep her as her world becomes mine.
Lost
Lost and dazed in this utter confusion.
Worry has struck my heart as it has all hearts.
Am I being who she wants me to be?
Am I really the phony I appear to be?
Until We Meet Again
During a 4-year long distance relationship with my now wife, I wrote a book of poetry dedicated to her. Many of the poems in the Poetry category came from this time in my life.
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Pain strokes my heart when I am not there to feel your eternal liveliness.
I open my eyes to darkness that calls out in a lonely room.
Echo after echo there is no answer…
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